Konobi's Fanclub

2005-05-31 [Lily~]: Oh well... *sighs* I'm just so tired lately and I'm losing alot of my feelings... even love...

2005-05-31 [Modnoc!]: go to sleep.. and think fresh... no one ever looses the feeling of love, its always there deep down :)

2005-05-31 [Lily~]: Alright... I've got to go now... If he comes on let him know what's been up please?

2005-05-31 [Lily~]: Alright... I've got to go now... If he comes on let him know what's been up please? thank you.

2005-05-31 [Modnoc!]: kay, Ill try *hugs*

2005-06-06 [Lily~]: Kon-kun knows now... *sighs* May I join?

2005-06-06 [Lily~]: *smiles* thank you! ^.^

2005-06-06 [Konobi]: Mhmm, and I'm sorry Mary... I just don't have the time to call right now, but I promise I will... maybe today.

2005-06-06 [Lily~]: do you have an idea on what time you may call me? I'd like to know so I can be home in time to get your call.

2005-06-06 [Konobi]: Um... it's 1:34 in the afternoon now.. so I guess... 3:30

2005-06-06 [Lily~]: so it's a 1 hour diff... hmm... here it is 2:35... so I'll maybe talk to you at 5:30ish... *jumps and hugs* I'm glad! Don't be too nervous. It'll be just me... I may get called down stairs by my mom and if she asks I'll have to claim your Nate... she'd think it was weird of me talking to Matt my choir director *smiles*... uh... are you okay with calling me? (I feel so stupid... I didn't think of how he felt about this...>.<)

2005-06-06 [Lily~]: Matt? Where'd you go??? *is confused*

2005-06-06 [Konobi]: I'll try.. but I have bowling at 6:00...

2005-06-07 [Lily~]: *sighs* the 5:30 was for my time... what happened to the 2.5 hours in between your bowling and 3:30? I have a question I want to ask you but I'm afraid I'd scare you away... *sighs* I guess I'll just hold my tongue until you say it's okay to ask any questions...

2005-06-07 [Konobi]: Just ask away ^^;

2005-06-08 [Lily~]: I'm afriad I'd scare you or upset you... please don't be too upset! >.< Just how much effort are you putting into our relationship? *shrinks against a wall hoping he doesn't get upset in anyway shape or form*

2005-06-08 [Konobi]: Effort? I... I... guess... not a whole lot... *frowns..*

2005-06-08 [Lily~]: *sighs* Do you even want to be together?

2005-06-08 [Konobi]: I don't know... Mary.. you're a great person and all.. but you're very dependable on me... very clingy. You want me to call you all the time, talk to you all the time.. hell you even want us to cyber... I don't know.. maybe it's me, but this kind've commitment is frightning me...

2005-06-08 [Lily~]: *falls over dead* I just wanted to know you a little better... and we started to cyber before we even beacame bf and gf!!! Do you remember that? It was you who started it and I allowed it!!! I'm sorry if I'm scaring you... *sits up and hangs head* I only wanted you to call me because I can't get to my friends cell phone all the time... Is it that bad to takl to me?

2005-06-08 [Konobi]: No.. of course not, it's not bad to talk to you. You were a lot of fun... Gah.. I just don't know. I've never had a girl who seems to depend wholey on me, talks about me all the time, and even mentions how bad she wants to cyber with me in her house.